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Monthly Archives: September 2012
Precocious
I ended up in the ER last night with a 39 degree fever. I felt as miserable as I ever have; my throat felt like it was pierced with daggers, my head felt like it’d been bludgeoned, I was chilled … Continue reading
Learning curve
I don’t know the total number of months that I spent in treatment in my life, but one would think it was enough that I would know what warrants a call to the nurse and what can wait until the … Continue reading
Adjustment
My throat is sore and I am tired. I slept nearly 12 hours last night. I do not think any of these things have to do with Friday’s chemo, but if I were to say to someone my throat hurts … Continue reading
The day after
I made it through and it wasn’t bad. The day was long — I was at the hospital at 9 a.m. and didn’t leave until 5:30 p.m. — but it was long with waiting, not long with treatment. I started … Continue reading
Posted in Clinical trials, Uncategorized
Tagged AMG-386, indignities of the human body, recurrence, side effects, Temsirolimus, trials of trials
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The night before
Tomorrow the trial starts. I don’t know what to say about that, so I won’t say anything. There is a small spider that lives on my desk. I sit down to work or write and instead I watch it weave … Continue reading
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Start it up
There’s not much to say about a state of calm. It’s pretty static, pretty even. Also, it can be so enjoyable that I don’t want to write anything. I simply want to swim in the calm. I’m through the latest … Continue reading
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Unfamiliar
Today in therapy I realized that starting a clinical trial means getting a whole new medical team. This fact had flitted across my mind a few times since I made my treatment decision on Friday, but I’d been batting it … Continue reading
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